I was in love, I wanted to remain in love, but you made me fall out of love.
Everything you love is here(via lovequotesrus)
Love who you love while you have them. That’s all you can do. Let them go when you must. If you know how to love, you’ll never run out.
I honestly believe I can do anything I want to do, but my failures have shown me otherwise. I can’t seem to make myself fight for what I believe I could accomplish. & the more I think about my failures I am more hard on myself, especially with every comment I get. It’s difficult to pull myself together, and I wish I can ignore all the negative comments I recieve on a daily basis, but thats easier said than done. I used to do just fine when it came to ignoring people, but things are getting more difficult for me. It seems as if the more I try I fail and when I do nothing I feel helpless. I have realized that my actions depend on my surroundings and my surroundings trigger my feelings, I have also realized that that’s one of the reasons why I always push everyone away and why I like to be alone. I guess I just can’t seem to face my surroundings and their actions, I can’t seem to take on a lot. I can’t even face my own failures, lol. And I’m also coming to a conclusion that alot of this has to do with my childhood. There’s so much that I’m realizing and finding out about myself. I’m just sharing my thoughts here because I cant seem to know who to talk to about it, and I figured that everyone should just get to know me a little better (of course it doesn’t really matter who or who doesn’t care). But I have a few friends that have depression too. I’m delicate, I’m fragile, and a lot of people have taken advantage of that. Like I said before though, this year is really testing me. It’s like a final exam to the next step in life, and idk the answers to it…